Dearest family, relatives and friends of MISS CHAN SU FEN SHERYLENE, gather 'round, as we sadly bid her farewell for the final time.

OMG I'M GOING TO DIE. I'M SUPER NERVOUSSSSSSSSSS.

"两位老师午安,

我是陈舒芬,

我的编号号码是 _ _ _ _ 。

请问我可以坐吗...?"


死了.

我完了!!!

救命啊!!!!!!

hello, hello! i know i haven't updated for about 6 days.

(the picture is random, i know.)


sorry! ><

actually, i don't really know what i've been doing the past few days.
so hectic!
when i went back to school, for the first three days, i didn't go home until about at least 5 pm on average.
was so tired by thursday, i skipped school (with a letter).
watched 3 movies at home.
heh.
went back to school today.
stayed there until about 2?
then went to amk hub to slack before returning to school at 4.30 for the cca leaders handover ceremony rehersal thingy.
rehersed until around 6.15...damn late luh!
got home, watched 2 movies (but i skipped through American Wedding, because it was too sick to watch when there's family around the house. lol. ;X)

Oh wells. Cousin's engagement party tomorrow.

Oh dear, I need a dress.

hello people! Just came back from the area around Seletar Camp!

My bro's old boss, Harpreet Singh, let him take over the remaining lease of his bungalow!
The government is going to turn part of the area into an aviation area or something.
A private airport. =\

We should all petition against it, because it's such a beautiful place.
It's so hard to find a place like it in Singapore now.

PICTURES!












>>
real bamboo!

>>
evidence that there was a little girl living in the house before!

Can go barbeque anytime already!
Hahas.

Then went to Mad Jack's for dinner.

My work of art:



Then went home by an alternate route, passing this reservoir:



Well, that's it for today.

And I think Le Meridien is in Orchard.

...

...

I'M RIGHT.

(near the Istana)

"Located on the edge of the legendary Orchard Road, Le Meridien Singapore offers all the conveniences of an international hotel complemented by traditional Asian hospitality. The hotel has 407 rooms and suites on six guest floors all with high-speed Internet access.
Le Meridien Singapore is in the hub of the business, shopping and entertainment district."
-http://www.asiatravel.com/singapore/le_meridien/index.html

so THAT'S where our prom is going to be!
HAH. (:

konbanwa!

these are a few photos from a few days ago...

saw this when I was having lunch with Dad..



"THIS BIN IS MEANT FOR PLATES NOT RUBBISH YOU I_ _OT thks"

LOL.

next day, went to study at nEbO with Angel...
then all of a sudden,
they turned off the lights in nEbO!

and this happened.


CANDLES AT EVERY TABLE.
lol we thought someone was going to propose or something.
but naaah.
never found out what was up with the candles tho =\

taken today:




TRINA OMG LOOK AT THE BAGS THE WHITE ONE THE WHITE ONE THEY LIEDDDDDD.


-ahem-

okay next.

I painted for 4 hours straight today! ON AN EMPTY STOMACH.
with Rong Yi, Hao Ming, Joseph and Marcus.



that's Joseph, Rong Yi, Hao Ming...



...and Marcus.


RAH.

no matter what happens, I will treat people as they deserve to be treated.
granted, I may have made some mistakes in the past with some,
I now vow to open my damn eyes to see who really deserves my efforts.
I love all my friends, but especially so those who return the privellege.

HELLO people!
I'm back from Kota Tinggi!
MISSED ME? ;D
I'm sure you did.
HAHA.

well technically I was back yesterday
but I was so tired that I crashed til 10:25 am today!
lol.

the trip was damn fun la.
although we were really far from sg standard living conditions.
photos will be up on the net somewhere.
when I find out the link, I'll post it here.


I once said I'd always be here for you.
I can't keep that promise now.
But I'll still be the friend I promised to be.
Because you were never always there for me either.
That you cannot deny.
You were one of my closest friends,
but was I ever yours?

oh and.

HAPPY FATHERS' DAY TO ALL DADDIES.

after all that's been happening, i've decided to take a break from all the drama.
it's extremely energy zapping.

my rambling.

i just want a break.

koped from steph's blog =X

001. What's the connection between you & the last person that called you?
-My mom. My mom la xD

002. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
- hardly ever. 'cept in like situations whr i run out of batt? xD (even in aeroplanes. I have flight mode! HAH.)

003. What happened at 10.00am today?
- I was sleeping?

004. When did you last cry?
- Yesterday. I was too frustrated with myself.

005. What is your favorite thing to eat with peanut butter?
- bread? i dno. Ooh! Reese's peanut butter chocolate cups are nice xD

006. What do you want in your life right now?
- politically correct answer? too cliche. i just want..a smooth life? aiya i dno.

007. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
- depends on my mood. sometimes i like to just walk in it.

008. What's your favorite thing to have on your bed?
- that bear.

009. What bottom are you wearing now?
- uh...shorts.

010. Whats the nicest text in your inbox say?
- "Haha. So sad you're not with us T.T"

011. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
- *sigh*..do you really want my answer to that?

012. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
- YEAH MY UN---no la. LOL.

013. What was the last movie you caught?
- uh. Congkak? you mean like in the cinema right.

014. What are you proud of?
- Nothing as of now.

015. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
- Trina; "O.o my phone is sot.. i din even divert any calls.. lol tell me over sms ba i'm on the bus (:"

016. What was the last song you sang out loud?
- Seasons Of Love.

017. Do you have any nicknames? What are they?
- Too many to list? shery, sheryberry, sher, sheryl, shery the hairy berry, luth, girl, laopo, darling, girly, pumpkin, baby, pest...and more.

018. What does your last received text message say? Who was it from?
- tuition teacher. wanting to know if can resume tuition this sunday. >.>

019. What time did you go to bed last night?
-7 am? HAHAHA.

020. Are you currently happy?
- just...average.

021. Who gives you best advice?
- God. then Sam, Angelica, Kieran, Ben..i think.

022. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
- ewww.

023. Who did you talk on phone last night?
- Sam.

024. Is anything bugging you right now?
- more than you know.

025. What/Who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
- Belinda? Pineapple house -__-

026. Do you wear toe socks?
- nope.

027. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
- Belinda's phone. Gotta be Ben though.

028. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
- who hasn't?

029. What annoys you most in a person?
- People who think they're right when they're wrong.

030. Do you have a crush on anyone?
- Honestly? I have no friggin' idea.

031. Have you ever done crimes?
- Admittedly, yes. I'm not proud of it.

032. What is the colour of your room?
- White and baby pink.

033. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
- No way in hell. Or Heaven.

034. Do you believe in the saying "talk is cheap"?
- Sometimes?

035. Who was the last person to lay in your bed?
- Me.

036. Who was the last person to hug you?
- My dad?

037. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
- Nope.

038. Do you have a life?
- I'd love to have one. Know where I can buy one?

039. Have you ever thought someone died, when they really didn't?
- Yeah. It was in a moment of panic though.

040. What is the reason behind your profile song?
- Uh. What's so deep about 'Break The Ice' by Britney Spears? Okay..uh...reinventing myself? Coming back stronger than I originally was?

041. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
- I can't recall.

042. Last time you smiled?
- Today.

043 Have you changed this year?
- A whole lot. Not good.

044. What are you listening to right now?
- My typing.

045. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
- Nah.

046. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
- Usually open.

047. Is there a quote you live by?
- "Optimisim is the faith that leads to achievement."

048. Do you want someone you can't have?
- *smiles sadly*

049. Have you ever played an instrument?
- Yeah.

050. What was the worst idea you've had in the week?
- Making a mountain out of a molehill.

051. What were you doing last night at 11.00pm?
- Using the computer while chatting on the phone.

052. Are you happy with your love life right now?
- Hmm. I'm numb.

053. What song describes your love life?
- Better In Time.

054. Does the person know that you like him/her?
- Even I don't know if I like him. -__-

055. Who always makes you laugh?
- My girlfriends.

056. Do you speak other language other than English?
- I wish I could. My mandarin sucks. xD

057. Are you blond?
- Blondes have all the fun. I'm asian. And I didn't dye my hair..sooo..

058. What your middle name?
- I'm guessing it would be 'Shu Fen?'

059. What are you doing tomorrow?
- Collecting tee from Manda at like 1 pm tomorrow? Possibly catching up with an old friend. Possibly dinner with another friend. I don't know.

060. What do you think you are like?
- Right now? A chameleon.

061. Who will you choose to die with?
- Uh. I dno. I don't want people to die with me? I'd rather they live?

062.Where have you been today?
- Home.

063. What game do you play often?
- 3D Roller Coaster Ride (on HP)

064. Who are you missing right now?
- I don't wanna tell you.

065. If you've to choose between friend & love, who will you choose?
- 'Love' is very vague. but if your definition of love= relationship, then friend.

066. What are you doing right now?
- Question number 66 of this list. (why so long one?)

067. Which primary school are you from?
- I'm not from a primary school! I'm from a secondary school!
lol. well i WAS from:
Kebun Baru Primary School --> (merged) AMK Primary School.

068. Name 3 colours that you like
- black, white, mocha brown.

069. what emotions do you like to show?
- *blinks* emotions depend on different situations what -.-

070. What is life to you?
- A journey where decisions are critical.

071. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
- Call my closest friends.

072. Who did you last chat in msn today?
- Ben (Fluffy), Sam, Aaron, Len, Ben Sng, Siok Yit, Li Ying, Ting, Kieran...cannot remember liao.

073. Who do you admire the most ?
- God, and Sam, and...I DNO, Angelina Jolie?

074. Which month are you born in?
- April.

075. How are you feeling right now?
- Stony.

076. What is the time now?
- 7 41 PM.

077. Where are you now?
- At home.

078. What is in front of you now?
- Black Beauty.

079. Why are you doing this test?
- Cuz I'm bored.

080. What do you do when you're moody?
- keep quiet. OR I vent (usually on the phone with a close friend)

081. At which age you wish to get marry?
- 24/25.

082. Who is more important to you? Boyfriend or friends?
- Friends. Cuz my future boyfriend will be my very good friend also what. LOL.

083. Do you think you have enough confidence?
- I'd like to think so. Dno leh. xD

084. Who is the person you trust the most?
- Person? Uh. I don't even trust myself.

085. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
- If I'm lucky. xD

086. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
- To never regret anything I do!

087. What is your goal for this year?
- PWN O LEVELS!

088. Do you believe in eternal love?
- Definitely.

089. What feeling do you love most?
- Basking in the afternoon sun (like if I'm not sweating and when there's a light breeze and I'm unusually calm.)

090. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
- Yes. It's getting too damn hot.

091. What feeling you hate the most?
- Being alone, being misunderstood, being forgotten. (Steph, I won't edit that. It's the same for me.)

092. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
- They're so many. Unfortunately, I don't.

093. Do you believe in God?
- Yes.

094. Who cares for you the most?
- God, my parents/family, closest friends.

095. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
- To do the right things.

096.What'll you bring when you fight?
- Fight? Peace maker?

097. What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
- *refuses to speak*

098. Are you tired from this questionaire yet?
- I'm alright.

099. What if your stead two-timed you?
- It'd be over. And I'd be sooooooooo pissed off.

100. What do you want in life?
- To find out who my real friends are.

Instructions: Remove 1 question from the above add in your own personal question, and bold it. Next, list 5 people whom you would you want them to do this, at the end of the post. Notify them in their tag box that he/she has been tagged/Pm them at msn.

1. Sam.
2. Siok Yit.
3. Li Ying.
4. Sebbers.
5. Kieran.

You know..I was just thinking..
after 16 years..and after getting to know so many people...who're REALLY my true friends?
Who're those that'll give me the truth?
Even though it might not be what I want to hear?

Sam.

You've always been the one who gives me that wake up call, that slap...to wake up.
It's true that I only go to you like once every 3 months or so..
but you never fail to be a true friend in times of need.
You don't give me advice unless I want you to..or when you think I need to hear it.
You're a wonderful friend; an amazing listener.

I'm sorry for keeping you up til 6.20 am >.<''

But I'll only admire your drive when you really make it. HAH. (joke!)

Meanwhile, I'll be here to be that 'emotional-support-you-don't-need-but-want', if you need me to be.

And yes, I promise that it won't be another 3 months til we speak again.

xD

Some people really have changed.

Some friends I once believed to be the most reliable, the most level-headed, the most 'pick-you-up-when-you're-down-but-give-you-dose-of-reality-when-you-need-waking-up'...

But times have changed.

So, so much.

I realised that my perspectives on certain issues have fluctuated over time.

It's time I took a stand.

Like you said, 'stand up for yourself, screw those who try to get you down'.

I think I'll do just that.

It's my time to excel.

And no one's going to get in my way.

Not even me.

WAAAAA.
today was super fun! (:
lol let's start from 8 15 am!
I couldn't sleep anymore, so I woke up..for the 3rd time, because I woke up once at 4 30 am (supposed to take panadol but didn't feel very sick already); second time at 7 30 am. Hahaha.
so slacked ard a bit, smsed liying to tell her I had to meet Manda to pass her Trina's $42 for class/geog trip tees @ Novena 1st. So ended up going to CCK to meet Liying (and later on Siok Yit) before going to Bedok to meet Ben...

Slacked a bit @ Liying's house first before 陪-ing her to her sch to pass up some CCA involvement record form.
But saw -Fadedd there! (: So after taking a cab from her house to her school..We (okay, she) went to buy iced milo and fries from MacDonald's. Then took cab to CCK MRT station. Ha.
So met Siok Yit (Shuyi) there. (she was LATE. HAHA.)

Saw someone called KHAIRUL there. Apparently their ex sch mate.

-edit-
POST REMOVED.

Hey darlings, I recently stumbled across this amazing group of guys while visiting www.youtube.com . Thought what they were doing was pretty awesome (they're travelling around doing 100 things they'd like to do before they die. They help people achieve certain things on their own lists too.) They've donated like computers to schools and even bought someone a truck. [well that guy needed it real badly.] Ben, Dave, Jonnie and Duncan are just 4 regular guys [with sponsorships from companies like Levi's Strauss] who're living their lives to the fullest, day after day.

Really inspiring!

Quick update.

watched 'Life' on Starworld. Amazing show.

ever wondered what it'd be like to live 2 completely seperate lives?
2 wives/husbands or girlfriends/boyfriends
2 schools
2 of...everything?
5 bottles of wine, 5 baseball caps..
all 5 years of each object (wine - year it was made; baseball cap - year the stadium got bombed)..corresponding with each other, item by item?
an ordinary person...wanting to live 2 different lives.
just so that you could be...in peace?
hmm.

Got this quote from the show:
"All of us aren't alone. The air we exhale is inevitably inhaled by somebody else. The light that shines upon me shines upon my neighbour as well. In this way, we are all connected to each other. In this way, there is no difference between my enemy and I."

kinda sets you thinking, doesn't it?

hmm. (:

SCREW IT.
I'M SO ****ING PISSED OFF.
LOOK DOWN ON ME SOMEMORE LA.
THINK YOU CANNOT RELY ON ME WHEN YOU GET OLD AND RUSTY IS IT?
FINE LA. AND 80 RM IS LESS THAN 40 S$. & F.Y.I, I BOUGHT MORE THAN SWEETS OKAY.

PLEASE LA.

NEUROTIC?
OLD?
THINK I'LL ABUSE YOU?

THINK LIKE THT LA.

I GIVE UP.