Sunday, May 4, 2008 @ 11:47 AM
ben.

Someone Asked Me If I Knew You;
A million memories flashed through my head
& i laughed and said "i used to."
"the only reason people hold onto memories so tight is
because memories are the only thing that won't change
when everything else does."
"There's always going to be that one person, where no matter what he does, what he says, how many times he hurts you, you just can't let him go because he means that much to you."
He's mine but not really...
I never really had him so.
I never really lost him.
I guess this is how we'll always be.
I had him, and he had me.
But then again,
there's no "US" really...!
I'm in love but he doesn’t care. maybe he does but it's not enough. maybe he thinks I'm wonderful, fun and nice but not enough. maybe he does like me, but not enough, not enough to let down his guard and take risk. and knowing that nothing is enough, IT'S ENOUGH REASON FOR ME TO SLOWLY LET GO. STOP not because I’m HURTING, not because I’m sad or scared but because he doesn't give me any reasons to stay… =’(
have you ever lost someone so close to your heart
and
you didn’t even tryto make him stay?
have you ever wished that you
could
turn back the time when it was still
you and him?
would you take back
those painful words
you’ve
said and ask for another chance?
or you’ll
just watch him
blow his last kiss
and
bid you the most heartbreaking word "goodbye."
tis' the way
Reach my prismic soul.
I am me, and I don't change for anyone...except if it's for my own good.
I'm just your ordinary 16 year old girl who loves to hang out by the beach with her friends, get thoroughly soaked while splashing about in the sea, watching the sunset with her favourite people, laughing so hard until her insides hurt...then continue laughing anyway... Still trying to find her place in this world like almost every other teenager out there. Because even though we, in general, may not admit it, we're pretty lost.
so help me if i scream at you. i suffer from PMS periodically.